I finished two finals today. I don’t know if I’m glad that they’re over or not, because now I have to face the “real” exams. The part in me that has been subtly freaking out this past week is starting to intensify. My heart is beating faster, and my thoughts make no sense because all I can do is worry. Whatever, God has me in his hands. So if I fail… I fail. At least I’m growing in my relationship with him. 

I only got 5 hours of sleep last night, so I’m debating if I want to go to sleep super early tonight and wake up early tomorrow… or actually get some studying done tonight. Decisions… decisions. 

Mother’s day is Sunday. I’m super excited because I have the best mom anyone could ever ask for. My mom, brother, and I are going to spend time together. I seriously can’t wait. 

Only two more days and I’ll be able to see my family and my lover. If I could only get through these tests without so much anxiety… 

Braves game is on. So maybe I will study. 

Godspeed.