Remember how I said I wanted to be more optimistic? Well, it’s not really working. In fact… I don’t even feel like myself lately. Hence why I have been seriously struggling with blogging. The things that usually make me happy, aren’t. I don’t know if that is the right way to say it… but I just feel “off.” I don’t feel like I’m in my own little happy world like usual. I don’t think I could sing to a good song even if I wanted to. And It kind of comes and goes. Maybe I’m not getting enough sleep… or maybe I’m stressed out from school. Or maybe I’m not spending enough time with God. Whatever it maybe, I hope I get get back to normal soon. I kinda just want a day of solitude. No phone.. no people. Is that weird? But I know that if I stay cooped up in this tiny, dark room of mine all day that I’ll go crazy. Anyway… I have a geology test I have to study for all day today. I’ll blog later about my quiet time and let you know how the day went.